Sorry that I can't type Chinese here.  I am deeply moved by you and people around you. I re-posted some of your correspondence on my blog. I really love them.  

http://blog.wenxuecity.com/myindex.php?blogID=47

Please let me know if don't want them to be kept on my blog.

I might write something later. Best wishes for your surgery on Monday.  Keep your spirit up! At the same time, it is perfectly normal if you feel a little scared.  Even the bravest hero can be scared, it is not a shame. You are our hero.       

"如果我能在网上遇到一个拿心来换的朋友，就是以后永远不再上网也值。"
You asked for it, you got it! Glad you found what you want.

Men can also find great friendship via Internet, just like women.